Sunday, August 14, 2011

My Rusty is Not Well


Felling sad today. My Rusty just may have heart worms. I'm feeling pretty guilty about not having him on heart worm meds all these years. I guess I just figured he'd be ok. We did spend money on the flea meds because...well...WE didn't want to get bit up!

Rusty has been coughing for a little while now. When he gets excited from running around he coughs, but I really didn't think much of it. It wasn't until Dan mentioned that it could be heart worms that I looked it up and sure enough "coughing" was the big symptom.

This morning Rust and I were out and he got excited and started chasing a squirrel. A second later,he was wobbling all over the place and fell to he ground. He didn't completely faint, but it wasn't pretty.

Vet?? Nope. $$$$$...and from all research I've done, it's too far gone.

We've started our hugs , kisses and goodbyes. I thought he was gone this morning; it was so awful. I don't know if we'll have to put him down or if he's just going to go in his sleep. We'll have to wait and see. Of course, I'm still assuming it's heart worms based on my reading.

We just can't spend the kind of dollars it's going to take to find out what the problem is. I think I'm going to be done with dogs for a while after this. This will be the third dog I've had to let go....yuck.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

One Thousand Gifts

This list was begun as a challenge while reading the book, "One Thousand Gifts" by Ann Voskamp. I began this list of 1,000 Gifts on the posted date and I will continue to add to it for as long as it takes me. My desire is to pay close attention to the endless gifts that God gives me every day....even the seemingly "insignificant or mundane". Dare I say, even the "bad" things or what I perceive as bad...."All is grace" and the realization of this fact brings my heart into a place of true thanksgiving, gratefulness and worship of the One, True God....Eucharisteo!

1. a husband bringing coffee
2. strength and health
3. words on the page
4. conditioned air
5. swimming pool to break the heat
6. abundance of food
7. new friends...old friends
8. green grass growing endlessly
9. endless grace and mercy
10. cuddles with critters
11. my Lu
12. heart pounding exercise
13. little peek-a-boo hands

August 1, 2012
14. raisins astray on the floor
15. satisfied bellies full
16. memories in freeze frame
17. pages turning in the quiet
18. early morning Bibles in hand
19. passion for the game

August 21, 2011
20. star-gazing...star-dazing
21. unanswerable questions for Daddy
22. little son Daddy stepping
23. cricket songs in the evening dark

August 24, 2011
24. coo of early morning doves
25. fluttering wings
26. bedtime Rusty walks with kitties in tow
27. chocolate n' cream (Oreos!)

August 27, 2011
28. Eucharisteo sistahs!
29. soft water, soft towels
30. clearing out the weeds
31. a call from an old friend
32. decaf before bed

August 28, 2011
33. rain+ run - lightning = mercy

August 29, 2011
34. that I can run at all
35. second cups of coffee
36. tests of faith...do I really trust Him?

September 2, 2011
37. snuggles with Lu and Pooh
38. movies that make me smile
39. recipes that turn out well
40. early bedtimes

September 5, 2011
41. Labor Day...a reminder that the Work has been done
42. sun shining as the breeze cools

September 8, 2011
43. first signs of fall
44. me 'n' Lu barefoot in the grass
45. baby Einstein
46. hawk on the wire

September 18, 2011
47. soooo many books!
48. fruition...only through the vine

September 23, 2011
49. deep thoughts by Ethan

October 7, 2012
50. sad from dear friend passing...grateful for the time spent

October 18, 2011
51. the patience of the Almighty
52. cries the reach Almighty Ears
53. hopes, dreams, vision
54. new mornings...new mercies
55. wake up calls...refocusing

November 3, 2011
56. birthday cake
57. fall flowers from my Issa
58. facebook birthday greetings
59. Rusty still hanging on
60. two new kitty friends

November 22, 2011
61. 19 years with the man I love

November 23, 2011
62. cheerios n banana breakfast
63. Cutter Kitty purring on my lap
64. camera shopping
65. deep brown
66. running in the rain

November 29, 2011
67. Ebay
68. 1100 lights on the tree

December 27, 2011
69. a successful batch o' cookies
70. Tylenol

January 10, 2012
71. new beginnings
72. friends from far away come close
73. reminders
74. encouragement
75. Chinese food
76. evidence of fruit

February 1, 2012
77. eyes to see
78. ears to hear
79. the truth revealed

February 7, 2012
80. crows screaming in the new morning
81. soles of sneakers still hanging on
82. my sweet sons
83. a best friend calls
84. the breaking down of idols
85.. Boldness to share the Gospel

February 22, 2012
86. haircuts
87. rain rain rain
88. decluttering frenzies
89. no broken toes
90. baskets that "contain"
91. God is faithful...Youcef


3 Gifts Green:
92. Slimy pond to rejuvenate
93. Early Spring
94. green onions to make it just right
3 Gifts Loud: My darling Boys
95. Daniel
96. Jaret
97. Ethan

3 Gifts Round
98. coffee cup full
99. organizing baskets
100. wedding ring promises

September 17, 2012
101. He's in control...I am not

June 13, 2014
102. He's STILL in control
103. Sleeping in
104. Fuzzy Lovey Critters on my bed
105. Crock Pot Cookin'
106. Rain
107. DIY Projects
108. New Friends
109. paint
110. Hubby's manager job at National Cremation
111. When kids say I love you, Mom
112. Walking Lucy
113. Cutter kitty coming home

Thursday, July 28, 2011

One Thousand Gifts

Maybe I'm just melancholy this morning...but this made me cry...


so much so that I've got to read her book...One Thousand Gifts
This is an excerpt from chapter 2. (Thank you , Linda, for sharing it!!) It's very poetic stuff and it hit home with me immediately...

"For years of mornings, I have woken wanting to die. Life itself twists into nightmare. For years, I have pulled the covers up over my head, dreading to begin another day I'd be bound to just wreck. Years, I lie listening to the taunt of names ringing off my interior walls, ones from the past that never drifted far and away: Loser, Mess, Failure. They are signs nailed overhead, nailed through me, naming me. The stars are blinking out.

Funny, this. Yesterday morning, the morning before, all these mornings, I wake to the discontent of life in my skin. I wake to self-hatred. To the wrestle to get it all done, the relentless anxiety that I am failing. Always, the failing. I yell at children, fester with bitterness, forget doctor appointments, lose library books, live selfishly, skip prayer, complain, go to bed too late, neglect cleaning the toilets. I live tired. Afraid. Anxious. Weary. Years, I feel it in the veins, the pulsing of ruptured hopes. Would I ever be enough, find enough, do enough? But this morning [she had a nightmare about dying of cancer], I wake wildly wanting to live. Physically feeling it in the veins trembling, the hard pant of the lungs, the seeing it in the steady stars, how much I really want to really live. How I don't want to die. Is that the message of nightmares and dreams? To live either fullyalive...or in empty nothingness?

It's the in between that drives us mad.

It's the life in between, the days of walking lifeless, the years calloused and simply going through the hollow motions, the self-protecting by self-distracting, the body never waking, that's lost all capacity to fully feel--this is the life in between that makes us the wild walking dead."

Her answer to this is....Thanksgiving. Can't wait to read this book.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Danny on the bass

Might as well slide forward to 25 seconds so you can hear the music in the background. :)



Curriculum Decisions! Ugh!

Finally made some solid decisions about the next school year. I tend to try different things each year. Not sure why that's so, but I guess I must embrace it. I won't be using the Fabulous Omnibus(History, Theology and Literature) until next year...and if we really love it, all the way through high school.

"Click" for the info on each!
Daniel:
Apologia Chemistry
English/Composition with The Potter's School Live Online
Tapestry of Grace (20th Century History, Literature, Church History and Geography)
A Beka Spelling/Vocabulary
ABeka Consumer Math (2nd Semester)

Jaret:
Apologia Physical Science
English/Composition with The Potter's School Live Online
Tapestry of Grace (20th Century History, Literature, Church History and Geography)
Rod and Staff Spelling/Vocabulary

Ethan:
Tapestry of Grace (20th Century History, Literature, Church History and Geography)

We will all work together on these subjects:

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Home School Convention!

I can't wait to get to the annual Home School convention this weekend at the Gaylord in Orlando! I need to get away and I've got my eye on a few things!

I'm drooling to get my hands on this big fat book! There are 6 in this series and I'm thinking about using it as our main text throughout high school for History, Literature and Theology! It's called Omnibus and it's published by Veritas Press.

I need to do something a little more solid for grammar and
I've heard great things about Shurley English!
Read some good reviews about this Government text.
Basic American Government by Clarence Carson.


Daniel's going to wrap up Apologia Biology this year with some dissections! Yippee!

Friday, May 6, 2011

I'm trying my best to keep up with Lorelei! She's changing so quickly!















Imagine, for a moment, a blog that actually had posts by the blogger! Ha! What a novel idea!
Why don't we just catch up with some of latest goings-on in photos?! Yes, let's!


Ethan had a birthday!
He has reached 11 years and had a wonderful celebration at the park!

Blue and Orange...what else?

Party guests!
Karissa and Grandma Donna

A couple of the the buds...Timmy and Glen.

Ethan and his buddy, Ryan.

Danny(as he likes to be called nowadays) and Bari's husband,
Tommy, led an awesome football game.

Bari and Aleena!


Aleena and her Aunt Karissa!

Time for some playground fun!


Presents!!

A watch to time his sprints around the block!

Yes!! A big stack of Wishbone books to add to the collection!

Beef Jerky from Mom.

Ratatouille!
Tampa Bay Bucs!

No birthday is complete without a new football or two!
Karissa gave Ethan tons of seeds and he got home and immediately got to work.

Back at the house, a rousing game of Apples to Apples was in order!
The usual pose.

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